I think I have a curse or something.

These last 7 months have been the MOST stressful, horrible yet amazing days of my life.

I went into this pregnancy not expecting the worst and the worst has come, with BP problems, growth issues now I have low amnioitic fluid issues. I am 1CM from being hospitalized.

I go back tomorrow for NST, BPP and AFI level checking.

I am so so so so so so very very very very scared, I cannot stress this enough.

Then on top of this I get a miss call today on my cellphone (my charger is broke so I cannot charge my phone)

That I missed appointment with my High Risk Doctor. I NEVER HAD AN Appointment on August 5th. 

Apparently my OB scheduled me one and never told ME the person who should be informed FIRST.

God this is ridiculous, so now i have to call back tomorrow to see if I can come in and tell them about my situation.

Life is grand.