Allow me to introduce myself.

My name is Sade, I live in Southern California.

I'm 24 years old and I grew up in a small town.

I don't even know where to start when describing myself, there's so much to say yet not enough.

I suppose I will start with how this baby came to be.

I met my fiancé in October 2008, we fell in love on our first date.

Yes, picture was actually taken on our first date! Haha! A month after meeting him we got pregnant with our first pregnancy, I lost that baby and it was devastating for us.

In July 2009 Edgar moved in with me and my family because his family was very unhappy that their filipino son was with a black girl, they disowned him and we have lived together ever since.

In July 2009 I got pregnant, We were ecstatic we could not believe it was real when we saw the cute little heart flutter.

A few weeks after this picture was taken my baby passed away. I was so shocked. I was so in love with my baby by then I was just crushed.
I took time to recover and did not want to get pregnant again, but in January 2010 I got a huge surprise, we were not trying to get pregnant.
I took a pregnancy test and low and behold;

I got a positive pregnancy test! I was sooo shocked and scared.
I waited until i was 10 weeks and got a heart doppler, it was the first time I heard my baby's heartbeat.

His heart rate was 188 or so.

At 14 weeks I went to an ultrasound college and got pictures of my son for the first time.

It was one of the best days of my life, seeing my child for the first time. Heart beating, squirming around.

He was perfect, gorgeous.

At 16 weeks I saw him again, in 4D;

He looked so precious in there.

At 19 weeks I found out he was a boy!

At 20 weeks they started me on BP medicines and I officially became a high risk pregnancy,

My first visit with my High risk doctor went well, and I got to see my little man.

He weighed 14 ounces at 21 weeks.

I went back at 25 weeks and he was measuring a week behind, I was so scared but I have had faith and I believe his is fine, OB thinks he is fine too.

I also was hospitalized yesterday for my HBP and they said he looks good, I have an appointment on August 18th to see his growth and I am praying everything looks good!
There is so much I could write about but I haven't got the the time, I am definitely going to write more here when I do have time but I hope as much as everyone enjoys my youtube channel, that they will enjoy my blog.

I promise to write lots and update with pictures of my progress and everything!